If I’m louder…would you see me?

// Take a second look and you’ll see….//

there is no one like me.

// On edge//

I’ve been so on edge the past week and I’m not entirely sure why. I know I’ve got a lot going on but I feel as though my patience level is almost nonexistent right now and I don’t think that’s a good thing. I’ve got so much clutter in my head at the moment and its just so out of sorts its almost deafening. As if that’s whats pushing at me to the point where I wanna just snap. I suppose I have to try and get myself collected otherwise I’m gunna be a giant mess.

// Music is the best medicine //

I love to sing. which is definitely a fact I never really tell anyone…but its the best way to get out whatever emotion I need to express. I’m quite shy and self-conscious about it. But its one of my most favorite things to do… My bedroom walls, my car, and my shower-head get to hear the most it. I dunno how good I am. All I know is its an outlet for me. and times when I’m sick and I can’t sing I feel as though I get all bottled up and frustrated. Maybe one day it’ll be something I’m more confidant about and I’ll share with others. But for now it’s something for me.

// Frozen and can’t breathe //

I need that one thing. You’ve got that one thing.

// In need of //

Cognitive recalibration.